Living A Lie- Rap; Written by FingerStroodle

It’s hard to feel things when you’ve been through so many

I don’t like to talk about the distant or recent past

I’d much rather live in what is considered to be the now, and look forward toward the future

But I can’t deny the fact that I’m constantly reminded

By you, By us, By what used to be, and by what could have been

 

There’s some shit I can’t look at the same way anymore

Things I can’t do because of how it used to be

People I can’t talk to because of what it used to be

Like with you and me

But it’s just me

You off somewhere else

Fucking some fake ass nigga

Aint thinking about yo feelings

Just thinking bout he can fill all your fill ins

 

Crying cause it hurt

I know you aint never feel the same

I know it was never real for you

I can’t lie girl, im sorry I ever fucked you

But I know I was just a fuck

You never cared to give

 

I hope you think about all the times we had

All the things we shared

All the things we were

All the things we did

Cause I know you cared

Even just for a minute

I know you loved me

Or else you wouldn’t have committed

Or I was just a pawn

In your fucked up little game of chess

Cept you aint the queen

You the horse

Cause you just love getting rid

Of niggas like they tissues

Worthless things you blow

Then you forget about two mins

later

I hope you know I was the best

And am the best you will ever have

Aint noboy like me out there

And when you realize how it is

And how you fucked up

Then it will be too late

It’s hard to feel things when you’ve been through so many

I don’t like to talk about the distant or recent past

I’d much rather live in what is considered to be the now, and look forward toward the future

But I can’t deny the fact that I’m constantly reminded

By you, By us, By what used to be, and by what could have been

 

There’s some shit I can’t look at the same way anymore

Things I can’t do because of how it used to be

People I can’t talk to because of what it used to be

Like with you and me

But it’s just me

You off somewhere else

Fucking some fake ass nigga

Aint thinking about yo feelings

Just thinking bout he can fill all your fill ins

 

Crying cause it hurt

I know you aint never feel the same

I know it was never real for you

I can’t lie girl, im sorry I ever fucked you

But I know I was just a fuck

You never cared to give

 

I hope you think about all the times we had

All the things we shared

All the things we were

All the things we did

Cause I know you cared

Even just for a minute

I know you loved me

Or else you wouldn’t have committed

Or I was just a pawn

In your fucked up little game of chess

Cept you aint the queen

You the horse

Cause you just love getting rid

Of niggas like they tissues

Worthless things you blow

Then you forget about two mins

later

I hope you know I was the best

And am the best you will ever have

Aint noboy like me out there

And when you realize how it is

And how you fucked up

Then it will be too late