Her Life

She said take me
He said where
She said its up to you honey, I don’t care
So he took her hand and they were off in the blink of an eye
Through time and space, they flew
Laws were defied and boundaries were broken
They exploded through the walls before them
Nothing slowed them in their ventures
And then, everything was still
Her heart stopped beating, her eyes closed, and she just lay there
Till finally, it was time to let go
Her eyes never did open again, but she had the time of her life
With him.

Poem by FingerStroodle #quotes #poem

Really Funny Rap

I’m the nigga, rose to fame, the leader of this legislature

I’m the nigga making yo bitch do tricks, lion tamer

I’m the one, least that’s what yo ex say, I’m the new least that’s what yo next say

Ima be here till I die, then ima reincarnate

Nigga I got nine lives, start to appreciate

All the things, in my life, that I get for free

A  young nigga born from social media

Yeah, that niggas me

I’m a revolution

The savior of our world

Any nigga try to stop me

Gunna be a mass execution

 

Cause ima make you work for it

Like a bitch for a treat

Ima make you dance for it

Like a bitch for some weed

Make you cry

Make you want me

Gone leave yo sorry ass

Make you need me

Ima make you tired

Ima make you freezing

Cause im the wind, mafucking breezy. 

Living A Lie- Rap; Written by FingerStroodle

It’s hard to feel things when you’ve been through so many

I don’t like to talk about the distant or recent past

I’d much rather live in what is considered to be the now, and look forward toward the future

But I can’t deny the fact that I’m constantly reminded

By you, By us, By what used to be, and by what could have been

 

There’s some shit I can’t look at the same way anymore

Things I can’t do because of how it used to be

People I can’t talk to because of what it used to be

Like with you and me

But it’s just me

You off somewhere else

Fucking some fake ass nigga

Aint thinking about yo feelings

Just thinking bout he can fill all your fill ins

 

Crying cause it hurt

I know you aint never feel the same

I know it was never real for you

I can’t lie girl, im sorry I ever fucked you

But I know I was just a fuck

You never cared to give

 

I hope you think about all the times we had

All the things we shared

All the things we were

All the things we did

Cause I know you cared

Even just for a minute

I know you loved me

Or else you wouldn’t have committed

Or I was just a pawn

In your fucked up little game of chess

Cept you aint the queen

You the horse

Cause you just love getting rid

Of niggas like they tissues

Worthless things you blow

Then you forget about two mins

later

I hope you know I was the best

And am the best you will ever have

Aint noboy like me out there

And when you realize how it is

And how you fucked up

Then it will be too late

It’s hard to feel things when you’ve been through so many

I don’t like to talk about the distant or recent past

I’d much rather live in what is considered to be the now, and look forward toward the future

But I can’t deny the fact that I’m constantly reminded

By you, By us, By what used to be, and by what could have been

 

There’s some shit I can’t look at the same way anymore

Things I can’t do because of how it used to be

People I can’t talk to because of what it used to be

Like with you and me

But it’s just me

You off somewhere else

Fucking some fake ass nigga

Aint thinking about yo feelings

Just thinking bout he can fill all your fill ins

 

Crying cause it hurt

I know you aint never feel the same

I know it was never real for you

I can’t lie girl, im sorry I ever fucked you

But I know I was just a fuck

You never cared to give

 

I hope you think about all the times we had

All the things we shared

All the things we were

All the things we did

Cause I know you cared

Even just for a minute

I know you loved me

Or else you wouldn’t have committed

Or I was just a pawn

In your fucked up little game of chess

Cept you aint the queen

You the horse

Cause you just love getting rid

Of niggas like they tissues

Worthless things you blow

Then you forget about two mins

later

I hope you know I was the best

And am the best you will ever have

Aint noboy like me out there

And when you realize how it is

And how you fucked up

Then it will be too late

Empty

its been shit, its been rough, but i never once stopped loving her. i never once left the conversation without saying goodbye. i never once kept her guessing does he love me, or does he love me not. i chose to stay, to stick with her because when you are in love, you do crazy shit, you do fucked up shit because you are in love. i would die for that girl, i would give her my life, just so she could keep hers.

ive never trusted someone so much, ive never given someone as much worth, or meaning, and now that whatever i had left has been broken; moving on, loving someone, trusting someone, caring for someone, those phrases arent in my vocabulary.

what was once a beautiful thing, is now a tarnished piece of what could have been, but never was.

i made a promise to always love her, and i dont plan on breaking it. i thought i had found the one, and to lose your world, to have it not taken away, but ripped away as if it were nothing to he; the hurt is worse when you love the person even more after all that they have done to you, all the pain they have caused.

i will never forget her, or what we had. i will never forget the way it used to be, and the way it could have been. people say it is better to have loved and lost to never have loved before, but when you meet that person who you cant live without, and finally find out after a year that youve only been wasting your time, then you will feel the pain, the hurt, the feelings pulsing through your brain, your heart, and your soul.

love is blind; you should never blame yourself for falling in love, but you should blame yourself for not being able to move on. im going to live with her name engraved into the side of my brain for as long as my heart is pumping, but im sad to say i was but a half of a relationship that never worked out to her.

ce la vi.