Dumb Fucking Teachers, Your Life, Live It

this one day i went to school, i was really hungry. i had my lunch, and i was carrying it around to every class. as soon as the bell rang for the 3 class to end, i had only my sandwich left to eat. i ate most of it between the lesson, but as soon as i got to my next class, i had about 1/4 of the sandwich left; keep in mind that the bell had not rung for the class to start, so technically she wasnt my teacher for the time yet, but anyway, not risking getting “caught” with the sandwich, i force the fourth into my mouth, while attempting to chew it to lesson the bulge in my mouth. 

finally, after about 5 minutes into the class, my teacher starts to talk. shes teaching, and doing stuff, i guess, its just boring to me, so i really have no idea whats usually going on in class, but getting back to the story, she just all of a sudden asks me if i was eating a sandwich. now, its really weird that she would ask that question out of the blue, but then i thought about it. she wouldnt have asked the question if she didnt know that i had a sandwich in my hand when i got into the class, and was eating it BEFORE the bell rang. so as soon as she asked the question, i answered to the best of my abilities by saying, not anymore. now, to me, that seems like a perfectly fine answer to a dumb fuckin question. just the right amount of sarcasm, and honesty, a balanced out question for a dumb fucking question, so i would say i was being respectful to the bitch. but instead of just taking the answer, she decided to freak out on me. screaming at me in front of the whole class, explicitly telling me that i have no idea how to be normal around normal people. now, when you are a teacher, or in this case, someone who talks at my school, there are certain things you are not supposed to say, likeeeeeee, exactly what she said to me.

she said that to a student, in her class, in front of the whole class. no restrictions, and then when she had finished her bitching, she asks, are you laughing, and i was seriously considering laughing because you do not say that to a kid, no matter what if you are a teacher, you are “supposed” to be someone we can “trust.” right? nope, world class lesson kids, you cant trust anyone, because you cant expect anyone to trust you, so why wouldnt you return the favor? you cant expect anyone to go out of their way for you, because you are just one person in this world of 8 billion, you are you, unique, different, but all the same when it comes to the general term of a person. anyway, getting on with the story, again, you dont say that to a kid, and you most certainly do not freak out on him, and make an example out of him in front of the whole class because once its over, the kid you just freaked out on, hes not going to be listening to what you are saying, hes going to be thinking of ways that he could get back at you, thinking of ways to hurt you, thinking of things that will get you fired, hes not paying attention to whatever the fuck you have to say because you dont matter to him right then and there. and all the class, youd think they just focus on the teacher, and totally forget about what just happened, but no, they focus on exactly what just happened, maybe even more focused than you on what the fuck just happened.

and to make matters worse, she did the same thing with another kid in the class later that class, she freaked out on him for eating an apple towards the end of the class. A FUCKING APPLE. seriously, where the fuck does this bitch get off? cuntville? thats not how you act, thats not how you speak, thats not how you react, and thats certainly not going to get you anywhere but inside a guy trunk, tired, cold, hungry and thirsty, tied up, and bout ready to get raped. 

so, like any sensible person, who is not going to take the bull shit, i went to the principal. now, kids, never go to the counselor at your school. they almost have no idea whats going on most of the time, and are almost always either hungover, or on drugs due to the massive amounts of awful bull shit they hear each day at your shitty ass school, so please dont expect them to help you with any of your problems, they have their own, so let them just focus on that. so, i went to the principal, big mistake, i told her everything that had happened, and then later, she took me into the room with the teacher to discuss what happened.

now, as you can tell, im not one for the taking of bull shit, and most certainly will retaliate when it is thrown directly in my direction. 

the teacher apologizes, saying that she had no idea what she said, saying that if she said that, she was sorry, saying that she didnt know what she fucking said. 

if you dont know what you screamed to my face, and in front of the whole class, then you shouldnt be a teacher. you have anger management problems, and you need to see a fucking doctor. you are a liability to the school, because what if im not the only who is going to take bull shit from you? what if there is actually someone else in the school that will stand up for themselves, for their classmates, and what they believe in? 

think of all those things when you are wondering what did you do wrong, what did i say. 

i try to tell her that she over reacted completely, and that she was being a total bitch, that she cant say that to a student, and if she doesnt remember what she said in front of the whole class, then she is a total liability and that is the complete reason why she should be fired, andnot aloud to teach at this school again. but she just keeps on shutting me down saying she had no idea what she said, and had no recollection of it ever happening in the past. i know its happened in the past, you dont just develop that hate in 5 minutes, you just dont. 

mind you that the principal isnt doing anything for me, she isnt siding with me, she isnt nodding her head when im making completely valid points on this bitch, totally killing her in the points category, shes siding with the teacher. 

of course, i should have known. you cant trust your teachers, you cant trust anyone,  you just cant, because you cant expect them to do anything for you, you are on your own, no matter what anyone says, if they are there for you, they arent always going to be there for you, you are the only one that will be with you till you die, so just think of that everytime someone says that they are there for you, they will never live up to your expectations, they will never be you.

in the end, i finally get her to shut the fuck up about shit like that, but it was a hard fought battle, i had to pull out my secret weapon, i had recently taken a test about things that bother me, and things that help me in school, or just in general, and it said that i could eat in class, and that i could chew gum in school, and other shit like that, and they were just amazed. mind you that my dad had emailed the school 3 weeks before this incident with the information concerning these things, and the teacher had received an email on it, but never bothered to look at it. 

it took at least an hour of talking to get this bitch to shut the fuck up, but i did it. even tho i was still mad because she wouldnt get over the fact that i was eating a sandwich in class, i had won, and i think that was enough for that day. she had won the battle in class, but had lost the war. 

the student won. 

that shows that no matter what, if you have enough confidence to stand up against some one, if you are confident in your self, whatever the case maybe, you can do it. dont let anyone tell you you cant do something, and dont let yourself succumb to the beliefs that they are superior, because they arent. everyone was created equal, from the weakest to the strongest, the dumbest to the smartest, we were all put on this earth for a reason, weather it be produce, to die, whatever, you are here for a reason, while i have no idea what mine is yet, i dont have to figure that out right now, im young, im 15, i got time, and so do you. its your life, and you can choose to live it however you like, you dont have to constantly seek to impress someone, or something, or some people, its your life, and if they dont like how you live it, then they can go fuckthemselves. 

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